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Hey sup peeps. Had a rough day today .. Feeling kinda down .. Having mixed feelings. I don't know whats going with me as well. I don't know why's my life like that. Perhaps I'm still too young to experience true love. I really feel very left out. Whenever I have a problem , nobody really bothers. When another person has a problem , they start comforting him. Am I really that irksome and hateful? I know , because of my curfew and not really able to go out , I am unimportant and am of no use. I don't feel like a part of them anymore. Not a single bit. I'm already starting to feel distance between myself and them. Nobody's gonna bother about this shit anyway , so I shall rant my heart out. After graduation from YISS , we started to go our separate ways. Some to ITE , and some waiting for school to open. Those ITE ones already are starting to hang out with their newly made friends and yes , I feel that they have overtaken the bond between myself and those bros. But I will blame anyone for this , because I know , they're always enjoying themselves in Jurong West , which is a place I promised my dad that I will never go to again. That's probably why they usually leave me out of the topic because they know I won't turn up. Another point is because I don't smoke anymore nor do I drink , which probably leaves a distance ( Fun ) between us. Thats probably why they might find it boring to be around with me. And I feel that all of my bros think I'm too dramatic and emotional which is why they don't really bother to bother about me. No one messaged me or mentioned me after ranting that I was feeling down ( due to some reasons ) on Twitter. But if another bro has something which hurt him , they start comforting one another. I guess I'm not part of you guys anymore huh ... If you guys are offended by this and want to end our brotherhood from this point onwards , I really have nothing to say , but just to say that I'm sorry. Sorry for not being able to enjoy with you guys and sorry for being an anti-social bastard.And as for the other thing , I'm having mixed feelings about love. I don't know who I'm liking now . I really don't know. I probably don't like anyone or maybe I do. I'm really upset after having known something in the evening. But I know , I can't stop it because I have no right. I can't go out , I don't have freedom , I don't have the time , and I don't have the luxury. Yes , I might get almost any physical object if I want them , but as for emotional and mental stuff , I usually won't get them. Love , it's kinda out of the question already.. I'm already starting to give up on everything about love. I'm probably too young to fall in love or go for dates. No one should fall in love with me because life with me is tough for now. I ain't no rich guy , I just wanna fill the girl I love with happiness , but its not gonna come so soon , I guess?
Yea , I'm an emotional person , I hold grudges , I remember them very clearly . I rant at the smallest things , I post and tweet whenever I feel sensitive , but that doesn't mean I should stop receiving concern and care right?
I feel so much better after ranting. I guess I'm already MIA.ing . Bye.
Love is about faith and trust.
